^t a k e m e a w a y. . .*

2007-07-30T03:20:00.000+08:00

i tried..
maybe i tried wrong..

i gip yup le..
..tired
what went wrong

2007-04-28T05:02:00.000+08:00

now i know why coffee keeps you awake..
it's either the caffeine high or the laxative effect..
either way, i'm wide awake at 5.30 in the morning
(just to quantify that abit.. it's the kopitiam kind of thick coffee)
so yar.. I standing up as i type this blog entry -the laxative after effect

note to self: not having that kinda coffee experience anytime soon.

once again, it's the exams..
(this is going to be boring.. take it that I need to whine)

m o o d y . d i s a p p o i n t e d . l o n e l y
could be the rain
plus the stress
plus the lack of sleep
it's tiring trying to be the only chirpy one around
and the disappointing first paper I sat for
too many wildering thoughts, yet too little rationality to rationalise everything on my own
I'm lost in my own battle of thoughts and probably self perceived misery.

the facade is standing,

stand- delightfully strong.

but the inner walls are crumbling,

paint- off the old ceiling wall.

the lonely lonely facade,

empty- out to war.

the masquerade party,

single- masked for all.

what's desperate inside

the sun will not accept,

cruel- its rays spare no quasimodo.

the vicious truth,

cross paths with the lonely cycle.

stronger yet- I'm going to the facade party

- me

it's definitely the rain
maybe the coffee
and the soapy taiwanese dramas
plus the current cynical being

i am artificial
take me away

2007-03-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm like this mega closet fan of the theatre..
just got back from Laur's hall production..
oooh.. she was amazing!!!
Ms. ~~Pompay~~ Poopay Danser...
months of hardwork, tears and sweat and it all comes to live on stage for only 2hrs...
but it's all still very worth it..
That's passion.

the quizzes and project deadlines are coming in like its 'happy hour'..
t a k e m e a w a y

2007-03-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

attempted.. charged.. overthrown..
enough said, the rest was bloody..

imagine a man in full armour charging towards the enemy..
suddenly minutes before contact, the spear becomes..
a sort of styrofoam rubberly material..
the man bounces off the enemy's shield and lands in a field almost 20 miles away...
lying on his butt, he couldn't even get up...
bowed by the weight of the oversized armour..

- m y t a x q u i z -

"happiness happens when you learn to balance satisfaction and enjoyment"

2007-03-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

someone remind me I have my tax quiz on monday!!!

Life seems to move pass so briskly when you are having fun..

17th was over at my place ytd.. glad they enjoyed themselves..
felt abit bad that my place is a little inaccessible.. but then again.. I couldn't do much to change that... the whole comm did the yu sheng thingy.. the messier the better.. I must note that my hon gen was exceptionally pretty that evening.. haha
17th should gather more often... a comm that plays together, works well together!!!

then just this morning, I had my 202 grp mates over at my place..
from 11am-6pm doing project.. I won't say we were super productive.. there were moments of laughter, lame jokes, gossip breaks and mind blank situations...
the 4 girls and 1 slave grp combi works nicely..

I'm going to be at parties over the weekend again..
oh!! a better description would be... slave-ing and gigolo-ing on Sat and then lunching on Sun...
and before I know it, I'll be sitting for my tax quiz and asking myself why didn't I study???

why ar???

2007-02-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to be packing my notes and embark on the ever important mission to start studying for the 1st time since the semester started 6 weeks ago.. (better late then never..)

however, it ended up as a visit to youtube and eventually to blogskin browsing.. vices *shakes head* picked up a pretty nice skin.. guess just as much, someone like me couldn't have produce my own blogskin.. *claps* little appreciation to the little talent who produced this skin.

btw.. its a nice show.. if you are not already hooked on 'hua yang'.. it isn't too late to start.. Comic relief, it really serves as a nice breather from the bools... it's amazing how we humans can get ourselves hooked and generate feelings for a plot that we obviously know isn't real... when the blow of the real world gets harsh.. these dramas do somehow soften that blow.. *winks*

this monday was interesting..

RBFC celebrated Ms. Emeris Chong Pang's birthday.. she's 21...
the first from RBFC to turn 21.. *claps*
Emeris brought us to a resturant at Bugis.. "Ma Maison" nice concept.. Japanese fuision French... OOOHHHH!!!
Happy Birthday dearie!

Then I rush back for Route 7..
This year definitely less ppl.. it's dissappointing that the older seniors and even my batch peers are not supporting events like this... maybe the publicity was late..everyone was just hanging around waiting to see who will go..
but nevertheless.. we had alot of juniors that evening.. makes me feel younger hanging around them.. haha.. they enjoyed themselves.. shag lah.. but fun..haha.. that's good enough for me..
*it still takes 2 hands to clap*

then just ytd.. we were at Bin Bong's place.. it was nice to hang out with fe neo, bin, ah mah and hui ling.. after so long.. haha.. there was alot of food.. Bin niang's never fails to feed us.. haha.. thanks for the hospitility!!!

2007-02-19T03:42:00.000+08:00

it's the time of the year again...

*oinks*
Happy Piggy Year!!!

the budget seems like a new ang hao for everyone..
unfortunately.. once again.. I have absolutely no direct monetary benefits from it..
oh well... i'll probably only feel the increased in GST hurting my pocket..
*thinks* does it amount to me being able to ask for more pocket money???
haha.. we'll see...

rbfc!!! are we still inter-visiting each other this year??
I think I miss my JC friends..
CNY used to be very fun during those 2 yrs..
*awww..*

yesh.. I'm getting old..
and it really doesn't help that CNY is one time of the year that relatives have alot of questions for me...
maybe I should get a big sign and hang it around my neck..
it would go, "Yes, I know I am 21 this year. No, I don't have a boyfriend. No, I don't intend to get married yet. No, I don't like to talk about my career goals or aspirations. (this isn't a job interview.) lastly, Yes, Your hair, handbag, top, looks better than whoever other auntie u wanted me to compare u with"

2007-01-21T02:50:00.000+08:00

God gives strength to the weary.

Can I ask for the strength to move people towards the direction of happiness like the chess pieces on a chess board?

Can I also ask for the strength to erase people from our lives like erasing off a drawing board?

Lastly, can I also ask for all the strength in the world to forgive the idiot who turned my whole world topsy turvy?

yesh... I'm weary..

2006-12-25T05:31:00.000+08:00

M e r r y C h r i s t m a s f o l k s ! !

the relatives came to drop presents off today..
I got 3 (including 1 that was a gift exchange) presents as compared to my sis's mount of uncountable gifts..
2 Signs

1 . I'm getting old.. moving into the adult category and crossed out from the "every child should get presents" category.

2 . Santa apparently really has a 'naughty' or 'nice' list. Which I must have been categorized wrongly.

went for christmas parties.. just thought I share with you about the one I just got back from..
great food.. I'm a complete slave to honey baked ham

then there was Santa, who came to give out presents to the kids..
sometimes, I actually do sympatize with the the lucky uncle choosen to do the role..
the Santa suit's really thick and all that presents ain't light..
the plus point... ermx.. u get to have every child sit on ur lap once and trust me, some children are stupid, they adore him... (come on, can't u tell it's actually Uncle XXX behind that sweaty red suit)

and this Santa signalled me for a C*hivas iced with soda half way through the present giving.
now our future hope.. these little innocent children are going to have very warped views about this C*hivas drinking Santa.

okies.. I'm probably being a little too cynical here... which also kinda explains why I ended in Santa's 'naughty' list... haha

oh.. just to add, I love bartending during parties.. it gets me the unlimited flow of alcohol and the fun in trying out mixtures here and there.. plus I kinda like it there behind the bar.. where I get to just talk to everyone briefly..

it's probably this libbo age where I don't want to join kids in there Xmas 'Pin the Snowman's nose' games and neither do I want to socialise with the adults about either golf, cigars or kids diapers brand..

dun get me wrong.. I like christmas... but I kinda miss my friends..

2006-12-25T04:39:00.000+08:00

i'm back

13 days just passed as if I was stucked in a dream
away from the hassle bussle of city life, responsibliities and humid climate..
I would say.. alot to spend just to force everyone down for quality family time

it was kinda uncomfortable at first.. I think,it's been too long that I have been so used to living out alone, making my own decisions, behaving as a single relation unit.. that it kinda feels weird fitting back into the family unit.. these last 13 days was probably the most no. of quality hours I spent with ,ultimately, these people who are most dear to me.

I enjoyed the trip..
or rather, I enjoyed company I had.

the land of olives, flamengo dancing, siestas, bull fighting, football, Z*ara, Gaudi and Goya.
b- e- a- u- t- i- f- u- l place
the cultural aspects just blow u away..
the amazing architecture..
their gardens, their art, their churches, their city squares
and the rich history behind it all.
so much of the city was left untouched and preserved..
it was like walking into an open history text.

oh, but the cost of living in S*pain is sky high. or rather I would assume it's pretty much like that throughout E*urope ever since the E*uro was implemented...
yes so for those who tot I bought mountains and heaps of prezzies back..
sorry to dissappoint u.. there wasn't really anything I could get..
maybe only perhaps olive oil.. (which even I had a hard time desuading my mum from getting.. *no way, i'm going to lug a bottle of oil in handcarry for a 20hr flight*)

Oh.. was reading ahmah's blog abt the terrible service standards in C*hina..
makes me wonder.. it kinda seems that we take things for granted here in Singaland..
we were all (or at least me) kinda bought up in the everyone owes me, customer's always right, if I have the money to pay u, u move ur a*ss attitude.

yar.. what we deemed as bad service standards is terrible only cause, maybe the standards we use to grade them are just too warped..
just maybe

there was this restuarant I was at, I basicially had to almost beg the waitress to just collect money from me. enough said.. I dun need to tell you abt the ordering process.. haha

haha.. anyways... I'm back from that dreamland the moment I felt the humidity at the airport..

2006-11-15T06:26:00.000+08:00

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2006-11-06T14:25:00.000+08:00

going online shopping...

I need to buy a sense of urgency.

I need to buy a dozen packets of motivation.

I need to buy a heart full of determination.

or actually I just need to buy a one-way ticket to 'no-compeition' island.

2006-11-05T19:01:00.000+08:00

I know why accountants get fat easily..
when studying or doing accounting,
you need the chocolate dose to keep you sane.

2006-10-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

messed up my bio-clock again..
ytd was the 2nd time this week le..

my england not good lah..
so i think i kinda need more time than others to do my reports..
shisssh...
had 3 reports due this week..
+ 1 quiz on wed..
(and yesh! I lived to inform u guys)

the week's finally ending..
but yar.. i have another 2 presentations next week..
tian ar!!!

shall spoil myself this weekend..
do something therapeutic.. haha

2006-10-06T00:56:00.000+08:00

the point of it all?

when bureaucracy becomes a hindrance
and sometimes even a pain
when a consitution over-governs your principles,
manipulates your life
then you manipulate your friends
the point of it all?

you cannot look from inside everyone's shoes
missed a pair
then when realization sinks in
dissappointed, but I don't blame you
the point of it all?

the man who think he has the most friends
actualy has none
what are friends
who are friends
is it just me and my solitude
the point of it all?

someone told me,
life's good with short cuts
but what happens when you become
the stone stepped for the other man's short cut
the feeling's of ecstatic joy
the point of it all?

the world isn't as grey as it seems..
i hope..
just had alot of thoughts after some hall event..
needed to flush them out..

ne's dissappointed with herself and the world..
Cheer up ne!!!
:)

2006-10-04T19:15:00.000+08:00

"whoever said money can't buy happiness, didn't know where to shop.."
snipped this off cherish's blog..
haha.. soooo true...
cherish, emeris and me went midnight shopping last friday..
haha.. haven't shopped in ages..
*evil laughters*
RBFC is meeting again this friday...
bring them to Brewerkz..
lovely chill out place..
actually i miss the fries there.. *oops*
this is a warning for Ah mah..
the 3 of us are not taking a sleepy, tired or lazy as an excuse for the 3rd time..
*stares*

oh.. I have a swollen lip!!
some accident with my juniors along the stairway...
resulting in my laptop banging straight at my lips...
the lower lip looked abit like sausage on the first day lah..
should have made that junior of mine promise to marry me if i do get disfigured
haha

feeling abit down today..
cheer up ne!!!

t a k e m e a w a y

2006-09-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

the quizzzzzes and assignments are like megaly piling up...
it's as if all the modules ganged up to kill us at one go..

other then that.. life is shifted back to nom...
even promethues seems like last year...
around me.. tsk tsk..
seniors guys are starting to leap prey on the freshie girls..
OG outings take place every now and then..
birthday celebrations never seem to end...
in general.. I feel old.

it hit me that although I still have seniors..
I'm actually a senior now.. shit!!

maybe I should start going for runs..
exercising make one look younger!!

then with all the stress for school and the coming hall elections...
it's official----- my face is collasping..
I might as well.. replace my head for a new one..

'Can I be somebody new?' - IY, Des Reves
'I look into the mirror and I didn't know who I was anymore...' -Dawn, Des Reves

okies.. I just being corny about quoting other people's lines..
oh.. i'm like this close to flinging the laptop out..
it's been 3 days since I last logged into MSN...
I have no idea what's wrong..
shit!! *pissed of look*

oh.. I'm looking for someone to design and create a hall website for me..
yesh u can charge a fee..
I'm looking at a basic online forum, newsletter and photo sharing...
tag me yar..

2006-09-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

It's been a month...
before Cherish decides to throw my blog into the museum archives..
yes.. I shall blog..

haha.. always believed that absence makes the heart grow fonder..
miss me rights?

Opening offer to all out there.. I'm alot free-er now..
I'm basicially up for grabs..
Been working super long on my hall's production...

It was something won't regret doing..
although I'm kind of a acquiescence...
but it think to a large extent..
I love the challenge...
In fact I think I'm starting to feel some withdrawal symptoms rushing in...

We always thought Ne's strong
and I'll definitely be able to take it..
This production really pushed me to my limits..
haha..

I think my system won't allow me to go thru something like that ever again..
I've aged.. (in denial) but then again.. the fatigue seeps in..

but despite all odds..
I think I liked the way Prometheus Productions turned out..
I'm happy..
Thankful to all CASTs and tech crew who worked their asses under my super picky mannerisms.. my weirdly high standards.. my anal-ness about perfection...etc
if I had to name everyone here... the list just never ends..

then for those thought a musical was a crazy impossible idea..
I'm glad I had a few crazy lot to realise this impossible dream together with...

dearies out there who came for the production...
thanks, it meant alot to me for u to be there.

Dreams were created on stage, now a chapter has closed and I'll need to adjust back to reality...

2006-08-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

EREVU ROCKS!!!

I'm back from hall camp..
6 days of fun, little sleep, laughter, sweat, water, dirt, dancing, cheering and throwing face...
I had a bunch of adorable freshies..
like Jimmy said.. they weren't the noisy loud type..
they were all very unique characters with explosively funny behaviours..
I think they enjoyed themselves..
I did..

Our group even won Best OG!!!
we are just a completely crazy lot..
running and pia-ing everything..
really hope they stay knitted together even after camp...
haha..

okies.. next up DnD and Prometheus!!!
school starts tml..
3 months of holidays just flew by...
kambatae!!!

2006-07-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

It just feels kinda weird..
life has been such a routine,
that even changes seem more abrupt than ever.

The house looks empty.
It seems like the huge space is going to swallow us in,
esp cause there's one less man in the team.

yar yar.. I'm starting to sound all inspirational again..
just felt I needed to pen some thoughts down.
probably cause I just went thru 5 days of 'move-eat-pray-sit-cry'
plus all that rabbit food probably doesn't do my brain activity any justice either.

I miss her..
and yes, I have regrets.
so many things I wanted to do for her, wanted to tell her..
so many many things I thought I can put off till tml..
but tml didn't come for her..

I don't like regrets,
but I have them.
*sigh*
everyone does..

here's a big thank you to all my lovely friends for the wreaths, the visits and the long sms-es. Really appreciated the care and concern.

tired of selfish people..
stop making me a fool..

2006-07-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

happily burthday meee...

had this super last minute.. mini celebration over at my place..
it was like really reallly the day before then start jio-ing everyone down..
tried to invite as much as my house could accomodate le..
here's a big thank you to all u manage to come at such short notice..haha
loved the presents and the sunflowers..
but most of all I love the card lah..
thanks Roomy.. and all those who contributed to it..
*blushes*

okies.. go ahead..
I know I'm getting old..
and yesh I'll try and start acting more mature..

btw.. Happy Birthday Cherisable Koh!!!
haha.. Ms. Koh becomes old with me on the same day every year..

2006-06-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

haha... it's as if my life stopped in May and never moved on..
wells.. perhaps... it seems..
lifes moves too fast..
sometimes too fast to jolt down..

quick live update..

1) been gone and back from Malacca for my grand uncle's 50th wedding aniversary..
it's been like 5 yrs since I last went in to M'sia.. haha
nothing's really changed.. except for the roads..
very retro environment..

2) haha.. I went wakeboarding last thurs
I'm such a horrible horrible sea sports person..
it's was almost utterly embarrassing..
haha.. but I had fun.. will probably try again..

3) My Overseas Community Project to Indo has been postponed..
sobs.. it feels as if I have been left dry..
now I have a whole block of 2 wks left hanging..
we couldn't get the funding.. those horrible N*C ppl.. grrr..
lost

4) on a happier note... My trip to thailand is confirmed..
okies this sounds kuku but I have never been there lah...
hahaha.. yippee..

5) Orientation Camp is like ard the corner... haven't been going down for my NUS dry runs.. shit.. rethinking abt y I decided to commit for it in the first place...hais..
but on a nicer note... I had an excellent hall play rehearsal tonight.. everyone made it.. yay..

6) My french exam's on thursday... that like tml..
argh... been really playing too much...
I need to attempt to study.. didn't do well this sem le..
I shall buck up..
kambatae!!!

okies.. that's all folks.. wish me well for exam.. my holiday offically starts this thurs at 4pm.. but with the indo trip postponed.. my holiday looks misty... lost.... sobs..

t a k e m e a w a y . . .

2006-05-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

I'm backkkkkk!!!

It's almost as if I just woken up from a dream..
the 2 days really passed us so quickly..
I didn't think I had to time to sink myself into it..

Yuhua Sec Grp 7 rocks!!!
I just love these kids...

It was my first official 3D2N camp..
super unsure and abit apprehensive of what I was getting myself into..
but I learnt to understand the non monetary side of doing camps..
The kids said very sweets things to me before we parted..
no matter how tired, dirty and smelly I was..
those words touch me very specially..

melts...

hahaha... aiya.. very hard to put in words..
the kids learnt alot from the camp..
I did too..

that's all there is, and there isn't anymore...
good nights

2006-05-16T16:01:00.000+08:00

got up at 1.30pm today, with the strong intention to study for my french quiz..
viola!! it's 4pm now and I still haven't started..
sometimes, my high level of procastination suprises even me..

the weekend came and left
I waste too much time wasting away..
haha.. friday night was cool..
Tai Jie cooked...
never underestimate the small pathetic hall kitchenette..
throw in an excellant cook..
any lau ya kitchen will do..
this is so going to start u drooling...
there was cereal prawn.. pasta.. 'ginger chong' fish slice.. brinjal with pork floss.. spinach mushroom and bird egg dish that looks like a bird's nest... pan fried dumpling (these dumplings were made from scratch lah!!) ... fried fruit crepe..
melts...
( "." mrs lu's going to be one lucky lady) haha
after dinner me, moy yen, leon, jun feng and tai jie went to play bball..
super long never exercise le leh...
age is catching up with me.. hahaha
but it was fun.. the after exercise then shower feeling was good..

btw I'm still sick.. since after exam lor..
sianz.. looks like i need to go out more..haha..
shopping? sentosa?? holiday?? hoho...

okies.. that's all folks..

Happy Birthday Laur!!! oh man.. can't believe u r finally 20 le.. stay pretty!! *muacks*

oh dear.. and I think i missed Yina's birthday... oops... make it really really belated.. still love u lots thou...

I'm done waiting.. I must learn to move on

2006-05-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

Bon jour, comment Ca va?
Je m'appelle Vanessa.
Je suis etudiante de l'universite nanyang.
Je suis jolie. tres bien.

haha.. yups.. went for my second day of french lessons..
not as bad as I tot the first day was..
the teacher seriously just ratttled in french..
I was probably left stunned for the entire first lesson..

ytd i went to the hairdresser...
enough said..
my hair is now the most expensive collection of mass on my body..

2006-04-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

awhile ago I was feeling pretty down...
but I had the nicest chat I ever had in years..
with a friend that never fails to cheer me up...

Love's a two people thing,
love's a scary thing,
but love's a beautiful thing.
No one will ever know for sure if things will work out,
but even if things don't,
and we leave each other scarred,
and crying.
We grow a little,
and we create a few happy memories,
that we will remember for life.
Don't be afraid,
don't have too much pride.
At the end of the day,
the someone you are with,
she's the one I'm trying to create my forever with.
I'm not going to have pride,
I'm not going to be mad,
I'm going to be the nicest that I can be.
And I know,
that you can too.

tu ran lei le~

2006-04-25T13:54:00.000+08:00

d o n e . . .

2006-04-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

sitting on my bed with my 'deadbook'
(my roomy's new-er laptop is called 'lifebook' and since my laptop is older and almost done with it's useful life.. Flin said it should be called 'deadbook'. I still love my laptop... regardless the fact it's probably dead now... it as served its user, an IT nuts well...)

Okies back to what I wanted to say..
It's raining outside..
The view outside my room always looks kinda different when it rains..
or maybe time kinda slows down when it rains..
and only then can u stop to appreciate your surroundings..
after my last paper tml..
I have officially completed 1 academic year..
calling it a year..
Looking back I had fun.. both in Hall and in Campus..
great hall khakis, fun-loving tutorial class mates...
but then again if u count the no. of times I stood out of my hostel room
to sink into the surrounding..
ermx... wells..
sometimes, we think life is cramping up on us..
but actually it's cause we forget how to slow down and appreciate life..
as if God wanted me to properly understand this lesson,
guess what, there is a sudden blackout in hall..
this time in pitch darkness and silence..
the view from outside my room looks different again..
the sound of the raindrops falling on different things..
sound of the cars driving by..
further amplified..

Life's actually beautiful~

(the lights are back.. off to hit the last book...)

2006-04-23T13:32:00.000+08:00

ya ya.. I'm really supose to be mugging right now..
but wells.. studying stats is drier then the entire Sahara desert put together..
thought I do a quick update... haha

Still suffering from post Hollaback symptoms
Officially home sick... (haven't been home for 3 wks le... mar chiam army confinement)
Been eating alot of instant mee
And snacking like there's not tml (i.e. getting fat)
Desperate need for retail therapy (I'm not like cherish!! Can mug and shop simultaneously sia...)
I'm 3 down, 2 more papers to go** :(
I'll be a free man (woman) by tuesday 25 Apr, 11.30am :)
Sudden urge to cut hair.. (today really SUN-day)
but definitely need to re-dye my head of neglected hair and probably straighten too..hoho
I miss my room mate.. (she went home to soak in family love over the weekend..)
I fell asleep on the bed twice while coming up with this entry

okies... I suck.. I shall stop wasting time...

head towards the Sahara Desert..
I mean my Stats revision..

sianz.. someone..

take me away...

2006-04-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

hey seven seven,
we are here to stay...

it's been 3 days...
it's official..
I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms..
give me the cold turkey!!

saturday night 15 April 2005..
Team Se7en took home 2nd prize..
but I took more than that..
with it I bottled up a milky silvery swirl of beautiful memories
whether it was happy, exhaust, enthu, joy, aching bones, laughter, friendship..
that saturday all were redefined for me..

although is was sooo close to the exam period..
the experience cannot be exchanged for anything else..
hahaha... starting to sound a litte to chim liaos hor..

wanna thank everyone who helped one way or another esp..
leslie, michael, terence the cow, jun, cherish, mei zhen and my roomie..
thanks for making it possible!!

deep fried percussionists rocks!!

2006-04-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

wake me up when April ends...

someone stole my sense of urgency..
Hey! who ever it is out there..
I need it back...lala~
my exams are in 2 weeks and..
ya.. I can't find my panic button.

What have I been doing?
ermx.. *scratch heads*
*thinks*
everything but anything

sighs~
too many many distractions..
most of it are just thoughts..
thinking distracts me...

just the other day,
my roomy commented that
everytime I keep quite while talking to her..
she knows I'm thinking
and the more I think the more it hurts..

How can thought processes hurt?
How can a one hurt another so much without even knowing?

I'm tired..
Don't know why I wait aimlessly for
some things that may not even happen..
I say it like that..
But I know inside..
I'll still wait..

take me away

less distracted now.. haha..
thanks for listening..
going back to studying..

2006-03-28T01:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Dot and Ah Mah...

for Dot's birthday..
we had a mini "squeeze everyone in my already very small room" party..
ya.. u call 5.. and 5 bring 5..
soon u have a whole party worth of ppl..
that's so hall...
got her a nice little chocolate cake...
which hais...
thanks to Chee Hong a part of the cake met my comforter..
did i fail to mention i got myself a really nice new comforter from ikea..
which i only managed to use for 2 days..
before my comforter was rudely introduced to Mr. Chocolate..
any case.. no worries.. my mum is handling the comforter stain..
back to Dot..
we got her a bronze, metal statue of 2 people dancing...
so Dorothy rights...
wells she's a dancer.. so ya..
roomie and me rushed to ikea a few days before to get the present..
I think she loves it... shy

then on sunday..
rbfc and qi bao qi met up to celebrate ah mah's birthday..
it's been a long time since we caught up with each other...
everyone seems to be cheekier these days..
esp qi bao qi.. haha
now that I'm in ntu i realise that everytime I meet ppl I'm always late...
esp some particular kuku always complain that I'm late..
I always wondered where I got this bad habit from..
until.... *drum rolls*
I realised that even thou I was considered late on sunday...
I was like the earliest kuku to arrive..
oh wells..
i flew cab from campus leh.. and when I called Ms. Mak.. she just woke up..
Ms. Pang just left her house..
*faints*

hahaha... we enjoyed ourselves that day...
the dinner at outback..
the suprise brownie, ice-cream and birthday song..

(although we got to eat the ice cream only...
cherish finished the brownie.. in 2 spoons..
shhh.. this is a secret, don't tell anyone k..)

then we went to candy empire..
heavens..
okies maybe only I enjoyed myself.. haha
got myself a bag of assorted chocolates and..
got that kuku the lollipop... (purposely buy a big big one..haha)
I think ah mah enjoyed herself..
well maybe she enjoys the enormous Jay poster more..haha

that's all folks..
oh.. I finally went to Chomp Chomp..
nata de coco Egg beancurd..
haha.. thanks

2006-03-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

3 weeks to go..
sads..
feeling lazy..
but then again it kinda haunts..

I must be motivated..
hahaha..
re-align my pirorties..

okies..
bring in the ice coffee..
stock up the perserved plums..
double the instant noodles..
down the chicken essence..
sneak in the chocolate..
complain abt the cats..

I am motivated..

... i think

2006-03-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

a group of us went to participate in 98.7's Hollaback crew..

haha.. crazy idea + crazy friends + crazy crowd

we got into the semi finals..

"Can you feel the power of the SEVEN team?"

now the big question..

*drum rolls*

how do we move on from here?

haha.. leave that till later..

for now.. I'm in the 'Yay' mood

btw folks.. there's a small..

really small video of our perfromance online

(www.hollabackcrew.com)

yups.. but u can't really see me..

maybe if u look hard enuff on the right side..

u may see my hand..

haha

oh.. I need to officially Thank Michael here..

that kutu has been ferrying himself back and forth from my hall to home for the past 1 week..

he's been of alot alot of help too..

yups.. (recognising his efforts)

wells.. sad piece of news to share...

Mr. Seow, My Marketing tutor

apparently does not like my group..

I thought we did our Case Presentation pretty well..

or at least on par with the other grps..

well, we got a big ugly 'C' instead of the other grp's 'A+'

argh

I have my principles, will not go down to bootlicking

not ever!!

my grp has decided to give it one best shot for next week's project..

If he's going to slap me with a 'C' again..

well..

This world is as ugly as the 'C' can get..

take me far far away~

2006-03-03T03:32:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel very lost..
after what happened today..
I have been swept of my balance..
it's a ugly place..
with an ugly system..
does it have to be so bloody political..
why play politics?

grey hearted..
If it was agreed on to be a performance based system..
why fall back to all the seniority shit..
I have every respect for seniors..
they've worked hard and have all the experience..
they had more salt and rice then us..
but welcome to Today..
What happens to tommorow if we keep dwelling in the past?

I lost the drive..
robbed of my passion..
sucked out direction..
What have I been doing for all this while?

feels like I have been supporting this corupt system..
well if u don't refute it..
means u agree to it..
Did I sell away my principles for an aimless cause?

as of now..
not running next term..

walk away from reality..
take me away?

2006-02-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

"Many men go fishing their entire lives without knowing it is not fish they are after." - Henry David Thoreau

heys.. been fishing for too long..
reflects..

2006-02-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

.my Rights.

.The ability to
consciencely make my own decisions.

.I should be in control.

.buried under my projects.

.at least I'm happy.

.Is all going to be over soon.

. take me away.

2006-02-19T02:33:00.000+08:00

say hi to my new N70..

seem to miss my 6660..

it spent great times with me...

but old things don't go....

new things won't come..

hahaha

2006-02-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

okies... i'm blogging....
yesh i haven't been doing it for ages..
hahaha... don't think u wanna hear me plead of why I'm busy..

but seriously speaking..
This sem's killing me..
I'm half way through the sem and
there are subjects that I still know nothing about..
I'd always believe that there'll be a light at the end of the tunnel..
problem here...
I still cannot even find the tunnel
god save me..
*smiles patheticially to the sky*

It's Marketing that's driving me peanuts...

okies... I have nagged enough..
oh it's was Valentine's day 2 days ago..
the guys in hall did very sweet stuff...
There's kuku group that calls themselves COT...
haha those sweet things went ard to 15 girls rooms
sang each of us a song...
presented us with flowers
and a card..
I really loved the card...
cause all 12 of them wrote something nice inside
*touched*

then a nice hollow friend got me sunflowers..
did i fail to tell u guys tat i love sunflowers...
*blushes*
then my roomy and dot got me cookies in a beautiful box..

Happy V day folks..
Thanks for all the sms-es that came in..
hahaha...

why be loved by only one when I can be loved by all..

2006-01-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

t r a n s p a r e n t

been thinking too much agains...

haha alot has been happening to ppl ard me..

info overload..

a little lost..

f l y a w a y

today's had every intention to go down to bugis to do 2 things

1) trim eyebrows 2) buy nail polish

so I dress until super 'lork cok'

but I ended up meeting Qiqi to pass angbaos..

then at bugis I ran into Meizhen and Cherish

Joanna called.. so I went to orchard.. (still in the lork-ness)

Then at orhard met Joanna, Wei Ming and Adrian..

sianz..

when I dress up nobody bums into my on the streets leh..

then I super 'lork cok' end up meeting so many ppl..

reputation all gones liaox..

hais... on a happy note..

I like the new nail polish colour I picked..

happy cny folks...

2006-01-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

Can you feel the passion..
Can you feel the heat...
Can you feel the power of the SEVEN team..

we won...
GOLD..

cheerleaders rock..

happy birthday Roomy!!

2006-01-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

There's this musty air of seriousness hovering around my tagboard..

some want me dead..

some want me bashed..

some thought I died..

but overall.. I sense that U guys miss me alot alot..

I think I really should apologise to all who have been consistently coming back and forth to check if I have updated...

ermx... I have been pretty busy since last year..

I kinda know that I cannot hide behind the smoke screen of "busy" forever..

it's kinda like becomes too oftenly used by me..

I have mountain loads of committment..

But I really don't wanna look back at life one day..

and suddenly realised that I have neglected someone or something

that I have made a wrong move in this chess game..

must learn to time manage..

the irony :

I don't think I have time for time mgt lessons

why the sudden panic?

It just hit me the other day that my going to be 20 this year..

if I live till 80,

I have crossed over the first quarter of my life..

what have I done in this last 20 years?

or rather

what have I done right and what have I failed to do?

scary hor.. it's not the fear of ageing...

I think it's more of a life moves too quickly sometimes..

did we live it to the fullest..

have you grab the essence of the last 20 years..

okies... enough thinking..

lets' update u guys on my life...

school has started...

(yesh one bloody week earlier than the nus folks)

inter-hall games is still on..

had some pretty rough period with some team member..

been pretty much stuck in hall..

partying.. eating.. merry making...

and working my butts out..

(not that does not literally translate that I have slimed down)

in fact I think I've gain weight..

ok fine, I was half hoping the weighing machine lied..

but yar, I have gained..

cheerleading inter hall competition is about to start

don't worry I not a cheerleader!!

so even my roomy's getting busier too..

I have a pretty nice timetable this year..

monday's off..

but I'm into the 3rd week but not doing any serious studying yet...

over the last weekend I had weird things taking place..

*scratchs head*

I'm flatter but completely freeked out lah..

quote: "few women admit their age, and guess what few men act theirs"

oh... on a happy note...

I back from New Zealand..

it's a beautiful place..

My dad decided to self drive so it's was on adventurous 13 day trip..

haha.. it's super laid back..

where u kinda enjoy life and take a step back into nature...

words really cannot tell u how beautiful that place is..

let me sort it out.. and I'll produce pictures for u guys soon..

hoho..

btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to

*lulu (3 Jan) *geneca (4 Jan) *valerie (17 Jan) *joanna (21 Jan)

2005-11-07T11:51:00.000+08:00

I didn't know I could blog from hall..
haha cause this really nice hall fellow (Adrian)
helped me install this super mega security, anti-everything in my com..
ermx..which resulted in me having this super mega firewall thingy..
so i couldn't get into some websites..
I have no IDEA why lah..
but still I'm thankful, he saved my laptop..

and yar... the bottomline is
1. Thanks adrian
2. I'm blogging from hall

I have been trying to mug...
yesh the lazy me is trying to mug...
Thank God, I have nice ppl in hall who can motivate me..
haha..
btw my exam's tml...
I'm Fried..
why do I have to study so hard???
I had the silly impression that once I make it to the Uni..
Life would be smooth sailing..
I suck..
haha.. but I have been climbling up the mountain...
to join Dorothy at NBS to study..
trust me it's 6 floors of stairs.. (B7-B1)
can u imagine what will happen if i trip on 1 step...
other then killing all the others behind me..
I'll probably like break my fingernail or something...
hmphs..

okies... I'm sooo supposed to be mugging now...
I have like 1/3 of the text left to swallow and tml's the day...
argh..
trust me, some ppl here have gone thru the text twice...
done addition research and readings...
finished the past yearSS papers..
and they are still panicking..
why do I suck...
*thinks*

yup.. I caught the Flu Bug...
quotes laur,"why didn't I catch a bird instead"
ermx... there bird flu these days too..
so yar..
my whole family was down with flu...
and I was the only act cute fella who decided to go ard eating chocolates...
and this chocolate fudge cake ice cream..
proving that I'm healthy and and making Val really jealous..
then I had to wake up at 4am one day for someone..
I was like showering in the Artic..
*cheers and waves frantically*
I down with flu..

it's was pretty bad last night..
I think I'll go see the NTU doctor..
haha abit apprehensive about it..
but ermx..

btw, Val had Dengue Fever..
But she's back from the hospital..
trust me she had fun..
other then the 11 injections she had... (which she's still complaining abt)
she had gifts, chocolate, balloons, flowers, more gifts, teddy bears...
an entire week of lying in the bed...
eating good hospital food and..
entertaining the swamps of ppl that came..
and behaving like a Princess
*alright* I slighty..just tinnie winnie JEALOUS...

okies... I have been slacking for way too long...
ermx..
take care folks..
drink more water..

2005-10-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

no.

I did not dissolve into thin air and dissappeared completely for the face of this earth..(unlike what many of u hoped for).

yes.

I haven't been blogging for ages.

My exams are in 10 days and

it will all be over in 17 days...

(just like the carton of m i l k in my fridge, 17 days to expiry)

but before it's all over,

I need to start worrying about

what I intend to do for the next 10 days..

*pushes the panic b u t t o n *

obviously, I've not been productive again,

the computer's lure is undesirable yet ever strong..

I've eating alot too.

I think if a accumulate all the snacks I have eaten the past week,

it can feed an entire kungbush tribe.

Less hungry people it this world,

Wow, now it sounds like I'm the villian.

Was watching this variety show (GuessX3)

Jackie Wu's entertainment...

It was featuring cute guys who are below 1.66m.

not that I felt they were cute

but the main msg I get is that:

these guys are not model quality,

therefore to survive in this 'beauitful people world'

they need to be talented.

(that is u either know very well how to make a fool of urself so that u look humourous and supposedly witty o r you have some musical, leadership or creative talent somewhere.)

Is this a result of the person's inferiority complex, or did circumstances forced him to do so.

differentiation of products,

means every product is slighty different

some were made better than others,

some were developed to become better than others.

those who were not made better nor developed to become better,

become inferior goods.

Are you what you are because

i) u need to stand out

ii) the world dictates you

iii) u are too inferior to be urself

Can one ever be happy?

Even beautiful people are not happy.

I had too many thought processes today,

but yar I'm not depressed or super upset about anything,

I'm just feeling the need to be justified.

Everyone deserves a little love.

The "only beautiful peope survives world" is becoming ugly.

love me

2005-10-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

haha...I'm Back..

Really really wanted to study today...
I brought my textbooks and notes home and everything...
But I'm now stuck to using the textbook as a mouse pad instead..
well, guess everything has its use.

I'm in this super mega thinking process now..
it hurts.. but I can't really put it in words..
somethings we think too much,
it eats into the heart.

2005-09-23T15:41:00.000+08:00

yesh...
the user here has died of a serious illness..
erm... i would wanna call it.. 'over worked'
resulting in the failure of basic hand movements...

That probably fully explains why
1. I haven't been blogging
2. I don't pick up some phone calls
3. seldom reply an sms
4. or.. ignored u on msn

I'm sorry... I really still love u guys out there...
as much as u still love me...

fortunately or unfortunately...
I'm Back alive and kicking...

*clap clap*

*whistles*

It's been a Mega Busy Frantic Tyring Exciting Fun past 2 weeks..

I settled two 1000 words Reports,
one Project Presentation,
one IT Quiz,
one super fun Chalet with Kiboko,
one Outing with Fantastic 4 Saggio Outing,
one mega Flu outbreak,
one shopping trip with Bin, Mah & Yina,
one invasion by Cherish Koh,
uncountable times of hall supper,
one JCRC Investiture,
two Mooncake Festival Celebrations,
an entire mountain of yummy mooncakes
and the thing I'm most proud of...
2 entire weeks of rigourous Dance Training..

like Roger Wong used to say... " Qiang Ar!!!"

Yesh... I had a Blasting 2 weeks...

but my dark eye rings are like world biggest now..
guess that's the price u pay..

notes:
I miss S303...
Bin, Ah Mah, Laureen and Yina loves me...
Hall 7 Dance Rocks!!

okies... ppl will update u soon..
live goes on..
don't live life now... live when...

muacks..

Roger, Serene (pub) , Jun Feng, Weisheng and Maureen.... Happy Birthday!!

2005-08-22T11:51:00.000+08:00

wahaha...
Happy Birthday Bing Bong!!!
she like finally aged...
me and ah mah brought her out on thursday..
hoho.. pepper lunch is pretty cool...
first time i try mah.. very emmm..
interactive cooking... haha

I'm still struggling with my tutorials...
and I'm already 1 mth into school le..
hais... too many things too little time..
but sometimes.. I really really..
*cross my heart*
have the intention to study de...
but got heart no strength..
the textboooooks are so much more helpful..
than u-know-who...
I miss Naresh lah...

ytd.. met up with the JCRC candidates at concourse
bought the stuff for campaigning..
haha... Serene and I shared..
save cost!!
then we got back to Hall to paint our Banners..
haha..
*paint.. mess.. fun*

but pretty tiring lor.. arm ache..
then I went over to bunk at Serene's
went to tok cock at Jun Feng's
slept at 4 plus..
8.30am tutorial this morning...
I have advanced into a new level...
wahaha

2005-08-17T12:44:00.000+08:00

many many ppl are aging this week...

It was Dad's Birthday ytd..

still feeling rather bad that I was stuck in Hostel...

really wanted to rush back from hall to surprise him..

but circumstances weren't as such..

hais.. think I'll be married to NTU for the next 3 yrs..

~*Happy Birthday Da Da!!!!!*~

Then there this particular ping pong ball's birthday..

(see I'm so nice I even remember my ping pong ball's Birthdays...)

but apparently this ping pong ball rather 'curl up and die'

I still love u Ping Pong ball...

but it will be rather amusing to see u curled up.. wahaha

... ...

I miss you

but...

..I think

I missed you

2005-08-15T11:44:00.000+08:00

boo...

I know it has been really really long since I last blogged...

haha.... been mega hectic week for me..

too many things to do... and too little time to do everything..

yesh.. my time mgt sucks...

and I think sometimes even my piorities are in the wrong order...

haha.. anyone wanna sell extra time to me?

okies.. I done complaining...

the other day... went for a S303 outing.. there were only 6 of us...

cherish, hui qi, ah mah, zhao zhi and yc...so yar...

But I enjoyed myself... It's been a long while le..

Yong Chin sponsored our Party world outing leh.. and bought the girls ice-cream..

hoho.. the army life must be financially rewarding leh...haha

thks YC!!

went for CAC Ball 2005 on sat..

hoho.. super formal can.. mar chiam JC prom...

but had alot of fun...

Sara was crowned Queen leh...

(that girl still keep saying she sure cmi..)

haha too modest liao lah...

then after the ball...

Justus and David drove us to lao pa sat for supper..

yup.. eat again after eating earlier...

then our OG drove down to Marina..

go see city view and tok cock.. haha

Had a wonderful time...

Saggio Rocks!!

okies.. later folks..

I'm supposed having lessons..

haha

2005-08-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

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2005-07-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

wahaha... I finally can blog...

I'm trying to use this crazy network here...

btw... I'm staying in Hall 7...hoho..

and Hall camp Rocks!!

school has started..

I'm still trying to get that into my head..

I tot I was just begining to play..

hais~

new chapter of life opens...

sounds pretty exciting..

uncertainties roam...

have to whip out my adaptability skills..

heehee... went shopping ytd...

shopping and sin have the same definition...

but 've forgiven myself, after displaying all the stuff a bought in my wardrobe last night...

*smiles proudly at myself*

btw... I hate mosquitoes...

hate the weather..

hate the sticky, pespiration feeling...

hate my uncut hair...

hate the super flat pillow I'm using now...

hate the traveling distance..

but...

I still love this place very much...

okies... I'm late again...

I need 1/2hr to 1hr to bathe here lor..

usually i take 15mins can liao...

the water here slower speed lah...

no pretty tiles to see...

then cannot come out naked from the toliet..

no air con..

okies... i shall go shower now..

If I were a mosquito's son,

And if I were to marry..

I would marry a mosquito's daughter,

more than anybody.

Why?

cause She can SUCK,

and I can SUCK.

We can SUCK together!

In the middle of the night,

SUCKING one another...

If I were a carpenter's son,
And if I were to marry..
I would marry a carpenter's daughter,
more than anybody.
Why?
cause She can SCREW,
and I can SCREW.
We can SCREW together!
In the middle of the night,
SCREWING one another...

2005-07-17T02:30:00.000+08:00

just in case u thought I Died or something

Nope...wahaha..

I just came back from NTU CAC Camp...
haha... super tired now.. but I had fun..
Please don't ask me which is better...
I enjoyed myself in different aspects for both..

I'm going for Hall camp on Monday... so I'll be gone for another 5 days...

guess what, the next time I blog, after hall camp...
I would be blogging from my hostel le..
I'm moving in next weekend..

time really flies..
I thought I had 6 mths to play with...
haishou..

I can so Infer that Bin loves me..
that being said... I really miss her...
(shit!)
now I love Bin too... *faints*

2005-07-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

hoho... it's offical... ah mah has given me the flu.. wahaha~
Ah mah Loves Me!!

yesterday... met up with Cherish, Emeris, Ah mah and Qiqi...
hais.. RBFC really very long nv meet up le...
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"... RBFC Rocks!!

Emeris... always got new skirt de...
Cherish, cheeky ar... she and her signature big red bag
and new mega big heart shape pendant..
(I still don't quite understand why so big for what...
hais.. if got bigger, I'm sure she will get it...haha)
Ah mah even cheeky-er... wear skirt leh..
(I think soon can use ruler to measure her skirt length liao)

Qiqi brought her "Big enough to rob Bank Bag"...haha...
She and Cherish hor... bought almost the entire TM liao..
Cheeky ar, go shopping...
I was supposed to join them de... but
this week the weather at home sucks..

we went to eat at taka Ajisen...
haha... my 2nd time there..
I still insist the helping is way too big...
But the food not bad lah..
something interesting...
heehee~

RBFC Rocks!!

then me, Ah mah and Qiqi met up with Ying and Hui Sing..
we went to watch "Initial D" (again? yesh!) with
Edmund, Darren, Ji Hong and WK...
I think it's my first time I watch such a late movie in town..
getting cheeky lor..
but for Jay... and Edison... hais... y r they so cute?

we wanted to go supper de... but no car...
and 11pm liao..
I nearly kana murdered when I reach home..
but I thought it was worth it...

so I'm staying home today and tml...
to act guai...
but this morning... I brought Mum out..
went for tim sum at Crystal Jade...
parting because he grounded me ytd..
so must...wahaha...

A sick man thoughts can kill...
I think too much today le...
too much for a sick man...
nites..

2005-07-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

"u say Zulu no. 1, we will show u our Charm.

what say u say I say, what say u say I say

u say Zulu no. 2, we say u Kuku.

what say u say I say, what say u say I say

u say Zulu no.3, we will Ramp u up the tree.

what say u say I say, what say u say I say...."

Oh man... I miss camp le...

yesh yesh I haven't been blogging for awhile...

I went to crash NUS CAC Camp... wahaha...

Really enjoyed myself there...

Zulu made it possible...

I think's it's unfair to blog out the entire camp happenings...

there are just too many..

and I think u need to be there to feel it first hand...

(oso I abit lazy to type so much)

But Hui Qi's blog gives a nice overall outlook of our camp..

u guys can go read that...

if not.. ask me out...

I'll talk, act, sing even dance it out for u...

(heehee.. finding excuses to go out onli...)

going out with RBFC and Qiqi later...

to celebrate me and cherish de Birthday...

(I think it should be called Birth week instead... 1 day like not enough...)

This year... 19 le...

I think the Best presents are friends...

better still get all of 303.. church folks.. Bin's class peps.. Zulu.. everyone together...

but ... only if I can try and be in so many places at one time...

Just writing this.. I think I miss 303.. *sniffs*

btw I'm still opened to presents...

I only recieved 2 this year...

necklace from weixuan, cindy and chris and

a Box of Pineapple tarts from my sis...

however... my wishlist in this blog is not updated... dun follow that...haha

oh btw... I think I'm down with flu...

can feel it coming...

must be ah mah's present...hahaha...

That's all there is.. and there isn't anymore...

2005-07-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me....

2005-06-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

bear with me... the bandwidth extended.... sobs...

2005-06-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

going for 'Air Supply' Concert tonight...

hoho... yar yar.. i know it's sounds old lah...

but i soo sooo love them kae..

wooohoooo!!!

2005-06-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

went out with Bin n mah

saw jay.. so shuai

ate at 'soup restuarant'..hoho yum**

went home, settled val's maths holiday hw..

happily went for drum lesson..

kana biang.. this wk no class..

Shit!!

could have gone to lido to see jay again..

could have cut my hair...

could have shopped..

could have ordered my 'Potter'...

could have met up with RBFC...

Shit!!

I'm blogging now because I'm bored...

I'm bored because I forgot that I'm free today..

I'm free because I have no drum lesson today...

Shit!!

I Suck!!

2005-06-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

I love Cherish... haha... u know what I'm doing now... I purposely open Cherish's Blog... just to hear this super nice song... 'collide' oh man.. super nice... *cherish rox*

haha... I had a excellent weekend.. It's was Father's Day... we had a party at my Uncle's place...

swam with my cousins in the afternoon.. then we had our potluck dinner... mum cooked chicken wings... haha.. as usual the aunties were all comparing whose dish was nicest and then they started exchanging recipes... hoho

then I took off at the poolside bar stand.. woohooo... (actually I had intensive training with my uncle the week before...) I love bartending... I think if I had the figure and the looks I won't mind bartending as an occupation...haha

Then we had a KTV session... hoho.. the old folks can sing... but I think when r drunk... u don't mind embarrssing urself.. so u sing with all ur might... haha.. no reservations...

Sang till 2 + then too high and too tired.. so I stayed over..

Guess what, I made it for tuition the next day...

2005-06-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

yup... I did something different today... I cooked.. "suan pan zhi"...
and.. and... that's all actually..
*box me*

2005-06-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

yesh.. (in case u haven't read Bing Bong's blog)

We caught the movie "Batman" together yesterday...

Some embarrassing things tok place during the ticket buying.. ( enuff said)

I'm not a Batman Fan.. and wasn't 1 of those die die must watch show on my list.. but for my dear Bin... actually caused I had tuition that evening and needed a show that ended in time for me to zoom down to houg*ng..

But I thought it was a nice show.. 1 of ur 'good always triumph over evil' plot.. nevertheless worth the $8.. Batman has a childhood fear of Bats.. See even super heros have their fears..

so yesh.. Bin will tell u that she had to pry open my fingers that were covering my face, several times during the movie.. (this is when u laugh). Luckily we didn't buy popcorn..

Nope!! The extra kilos doesn't come with the extra courage..

That being said.... I think I've gain weight again.. (ah mah would be staring sternly at my face by now...)

before, when I was working.. yup there was alot of food.... junk food, tibits, sweets, excellent lunches... and all the vices for weight gain... but at least.. I had to travel... standing on the MRT, walking home.. It helps to a certain extent...

Now.. I'm a C**** Potato. sleep late, wake up late... eat.. slack around... watch tv.. gaming.. eat... watch tv... surf the net... blog.. gameboy... sleep.

Ok... this has to stop..

will get back to you on how i tried to improve that mess I'm in..

"I'm only Growing Old, not Growing Up..."

2005-06-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

'Everytime she returns from there,
I know the Lord has taken abit of her with him.
She's back there at the hospital today,
The Lord loves her, so do I,
Don't take her full, I need her too, take abit will do...'

2005-06-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

wahaha...

Yesh!! I have changed my blogskin...

no I'm not crazy about Pink..

I just love the pictures in this skin design.. it's from Jimmy.. u know the fella who wrote 'turn left, turn right' and 'di xia tei'...

Ah mah... still remember we use to look at his books in the Library..haha

haha... was choosing btw this skin and another porno looking one...

Bin said the porno one was "eeeeeeeee..."

haha... i thought it was kinda cool.. anyway... http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=40055&action=Preview have a look.. tell me which is nicer kae..

anyways... my Dad is back.. but my sis still in Shanghai... :(

oh.. btw that dumpling festival is this weekend..

love the chinese ba zhangs...

That's all there is and there isn't any more...

2005-06-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

Shall we go sentosa??
(Laureen...should we go on weekdays cause less crowded.. Bin how??)

my dad and sis are both out of Town!!!

haleluia...

so I went shopping... lalala~

The Great Singapore Sale (GSS) is God sent..

I bought a skirt- $14, sandals- $15, umbrella- $6 and brooch- $4.

I Love Me!!

and GSS

2005-06-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 4

Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer.

You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.

Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual.

Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.

The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled.

You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.

There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2005-06-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

I thought this is interesting and I stole it from Cherish's bloG! Wahaha..

A is for AGE: 18, can i pretend i'm still 8.

B is for Boyfriend's name: very long list leh... (I wanted to put Jay.. but Bin will probably keel me..)

C is for CAREER: does it make sense to be an accountant.. can i just travel the world??

D is for DAD's name: Eric

E is for ESSENTIAL item to bring on an airplane: Mentos- Spearmint (Ah mah hates this flavour... but i like it..hais)

F is for FAVORITE song at the moment: Qian Nian Zhi Xuan - F.I.R.

G is for GIRLFRIENDS: Lulu, Bin Bong, RBFC, Laur, Ling, Dotters, Jean jiong, Roger... ...

H is for HOMETOWN: bu yao wen wo chong na li lai, wo di gu xiang zai yuan fang...

I is for INSTRUMENTS you play: erm.. there's a thin line btw music and noise... let's not discuss it..

J is for JAM or JELLY you like: I think the Mcdonald's Jam is very nice.. (it comes with the Big breakfast)

K is for KIDS: expensive investments with pending returns

L is for LIVING arrangements: Home

M is for MOM's name: Rosalind

N is for NAME of your best friend(s): there's this whole entire list... so yar..

O is for OVERNIGHT hospital stay: erm.. when I was born..

P is for PHOBIA(s): big huge hairy spiders

Q is for QUOTE you like: that's all there is and there isn't anymore.

R is for RELATIONSHIP that lasted the longest: long list again..

S is for SINGER(s) you like most: Jay, FIR, Jolin, JJ, Cyndi, Step Sun, Air Supply, Michael Bolton...

T is for TIME you woke up today: 12.30pm.. (It's sunday mah)

U is for UNIQUE trait: snorting when i laugh too vigorously (don't laugh, It's unique okie..)

V is for VEGETABLE you love: anything... that's not green, not hard, not vegetable looking and fried with chilli.

W is for WORST habit: Procastination.. think too much..

X is for X-RAYS you’ve had: my head.. (when i was really small..)

Y is for YUMMY food you make/bake: I Love to cook... which makes sense... cause I Love to eat too... (not always sucessful thou..haha)

Z is for ZODIAC sign: Tiger(Meow)/Cancer

2005-05-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

Left hand slaps Right hand, "T-Y-P-E something!!"
right index finger and left index finger kana push out to the keyboard.

haha... unlike Bin's fingers, mine are well serviced and well paid..
so no need for the fingers on strike.
however.. I use only 2 fingers to type.. (more work spread over less labour..)
This explains why I take so long to blog.. Haha

The previous few blogs all included some games... really very hao wan de..
must go try..ok?
Quoting a satisfied fan of my blog,' my gosh...tt drunkard game make my finger sore now...was moving my finger on that mouse sensor thingy...'

Cherish is back... ArGh..haha
so we had an urgent RBFC meeting ytd..

at ytd's RBFC press conference...

Reporter: Mrs. Cherish Tan, we understand u just returned from Korea. How did the RBFC deal go?

Cherish: I'm Ms. Koh, about the business deal, oh.. there was this really cute Korea guy... ...

Reporter: President Yeo, what do u have to comment about that?

Yeo: Excellent Job, Cherish did. However, the photo of the cute Korean guy had too much of a resemblance to Mr. Tan...

Reporter: Thank you Pres Yeo. Ms. Chong Pang, I understand that you will be making a trip Down Under- Perth for another business enagement.

Emeris: Yes. However I cannot comment about the details of the trip now.

Ah mah: Yesh, we had several Obtacles to overcome before we could to let Emeris go over.

Reporter: I believe there was a certain Mr. Pikacu who insisted on accompanying Ms. Pang.

Ah mah: Mr. Pikacu is not a member of RBFC!!

Yeo: In order to protect our members, we are very strict about membership issues.

that's all folks...

2005-05-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

Check this out... 'How to Kill time in the office??' ......have fun (",(",)

http://maggiemarket.kizash.com/films/2748/145/index.php

2005-05-19T09:34:00.000+08:00

" Whoever said money can't buy Happiness, didn't know where to Shop "

" Help a man when he's in trouble and he will remember you when he is in trouble again "

Sounds alittle uncompassionate hor.. but if u read it over again, sometimes it just make sense doesn't it?

Did we all evolved into ucompassionate beings?
Or were we moulded by circumstances and our surroundings?

okie!! i Think too much le... that's all folks

2005-05-19T09:00:00.000+08:00

Walking the Drunk Man!!!

Please click the hyperlink below.. and play the game...

super addictive lor.. it's in German.

The object of the game is to keep him walking, without falling over, by moving your mouse from left to right or right to left - you can't see your mouse, which makes it more difficult.

My record is only 73m, and trust me I played it several times before getting there..

But apparently the best record so far is 86m.. gd luck

<http://www.wagenschenke.ch/> http://www.wagenschenke.ch/

2005-05-16T19:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Laureen!!! *muacks*

2005-05-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

no... i did not completely forget that i have a blog...

it's just that nothing really to say... (I think too much) Thank God I'm very forgetful....

yesh.. and in case you are wondering, I went back to work... most of you would know that i was pretty persistant about not going back to work after my Japan trip.. yar I was, I really wanted what i deemed was a carefree life...

No worries, No responsibilities!!

But apparently... I'm not a very homely person and i have too many people around in the house... seems slighty directionaless... to the extent of restlessness and to put it simply nagging-ology should be BANNED...enuff said

so i'm back to work... not for the money.. come on lah... $6 an hour.. really isn't an attractive pay package at all lor...

i think i'm back cause i prefer working (note that does not mean i like to work) and... i like the people in my working environment...

but my contact ends 20May, someone just asked me if i wanna renew the contact... again like the last time I said no.. hais

so I've just indirectly volunteered myself to be the guinea pig for the nagging-ology lecture for another round...

I think too much and wrote too much for the day...

ta

2005-04-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

This is a Big Huge Thank You!!! going out to laureen and Her bro Tim....

I Owe u guys 1...

*Muacks*

2005-04-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

attempted to cook dinner for all at home...
haha..

maybe i'm the reincaranation of the God of Cookery...

other then the following mistakes, everything was off world class standard.

pan-fried the prawns instead of deep-fried (how would i know there's a difference)
the instant mix cereal was meant for 500g of prawns.. but heehee i took 30+ Big Prawns
i put half of the whole butter and 5 egg yolks together in the pan and continuously stirred it. (I was following the intructions on the cover of the instant mix. But i think i may have misinterpreted it.. that was just a so wrong combi to mix in a pan...)
i had no idea how fish should be fried.. so i threw it into the oil and kept turning it... (only later did i realise that u cannot keep flipping the fish... it will stick on the wok... so i ended up with a skinless, tailess, eyeless fried fish.)

the prawn paste chicken, the vegetable soup and salad was nicely done...

don't worry, amiss all the boo boos.. the food tasted fine, nobody at home is feeling sick as of just now..

so maybe i should cook more often..

perfect the skill, that i once perfected...

if u want to be included in my next cooking display... let me know okie..

----

RBFC wants to go to HK.. annual offsite conference.. I think it's an excellent idea

Once, my shareholders give the green light.

looks like we need a team meeting tis week...

----

today i conquered the unconquerable!!!

2005-04-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Mushi mushi... I'm back!!!

(yup i know i took super long to blog... wanted to blog once before i left to spill out all the excitement in me about going to sakuraland but by the time i got down to writing... i'm already back for 1 wk... hahaha...)

btw..it's not ur eyes playing tricks with u.. Yesh!, I finally changed my blogskin (Not that i don't like Jay anymore).. it's just, i wanted something more me.. so? like this new outlook? (tag it..)

Firstly must thank all those wondeful ppl who came to sent me off on Sunday, (Ah mah, Emeris, Cherish, Wei Ling, Laureen & my cousins) it felt as if Bin and I were going to Japan for good and nv ever to return...

In any case, i made it back alive i suppose... Bin didn't finish me off..*phew...haha

I had a wonderful time there, the sakuras were worth waiting for...

the intinery was pretty rushed and super packed.. but somehow you kinda get carried away.. it's a carefree feeling..

felt that this series of pictures needed to be broadcasted... (enjoy)

don't worry i will upload the rest of my album in my gallery...

Here's the story... ...

haha... we were staying in a japan-style inn that night... it was at one of the lakes surrounding Mt. Fuji.. hoho.. so we had this Mt. Fuji view from our balcony lah...

Can u imagine waking up in the morning to such a majestic sight.. the most heavenly mt of Japan right smack at ur face??

(from spore, in my house... i wake up and i see my neighbours house smack at my face... no mt, no sakura (no even a flower lah), no green trees and not even Bin next to me...) I miss Japan already...

anyway... so we had those ninja-samurai kinda costumes and our grammy-winning film was recorded... *clap clap*

made in Japan

haha... Enjoy!!!

2005-03-23T09:48:00.000+08:00

Oh man... I think I super slow wor, if laureen can blog in the office...
I should be able to do that too mah...

Not that I'm eating snake hor hor.. ( Just drinking snake soup)

Woke up late again today..( it's not that I'm usually early lah...) but the poor me had to make my way to the office by myself... cause someone pang sei me... having to travel 13 Train Stations alone is sad enough.. then losing the comfort being chauffered increases the pain..

Okies... my new resolution... I need to increase my Bargaining Power.. either by getting my own Driver's License or by bringing Dough home... the latter sounds more achievable though...

So I shall go get my Driver's Lisense... (Bin will faint at this) Yesh, I have been saying this since since... haha... last year.. but i still have not gone even for the basic theory. I suck... U are looking at the biggest Procastinator of all time!!!

That aside... i still have not applied for my uni, procastination again i suppose.. And it is not because i haven't made up my mind...

It's just... next time can those silly applicators (people who give out application forms) please make sure that an online application has a "SAVE" function especially if your application is going to be super long... If not... then keep the application SHORT lah... gRRR.. rOAR.. sCratch.. mEOW...hmPH

but i think i'll still have to settle those applications soon... i'm getting nagged at abt it already...hahaha.. to those also sending in uni appli... good luck too.. *muacks*

Next Tuesday... I'll be a free bird.. Not that I was so much in Captivity now... but i stop working after tuesday next week... haha.. I'll miss the working lifestyle very much... and the spending power that comes with an income.. But in life Change is evident, I do the adapting...

On one hand I can't wait to have all that free time on my hand.... it's like a child looking forward to the school holidays... but on our sunny island, since I think Primary 4... u lose ur school holidays... u'll have extra lessons, cca, tuition, studying...

So this feeling now is kinda different... it's like a Primary 2 kid counting the no. of days to their Ultimate Holiday ... no homework, no baggages, no reponsibilities, no regrets, no disappointment...

Am I being too optimistic? I won't doubt. hahaha... I don't know if u would agree with me.. but i feel that...

When ur schledue is packed and u managed to squeeze in some super fun times, it stays memorable...however when u have alot of time in our hand u are at lost and dunnoe what to do with so much free time...

but... it's both sides of the coin... hahah... I'm contradicting me...

if u read my earlier entry, I'm actually very short of personal time... I have learnt to cherish that bit of time.. but..

I think I've over-thought today... chiao..

2005-03-23T09:19:00.000+08:00

It must have been the hardest thing He's ever done
When God the Father sacrificed His only Son
The one that He most cherished gave His life away
And by His love he made a better way

And so I cherish you and so I honour you
For truly you're the giver of all good things
And so I cherish you and so I honour you
Your sacrifice is now the King of Kings
Jehovah Jireh He has provided

The sacrifice of love no man could ever pay
And what He requires of you and me
Even the hardest thing
Your blood, O Christ your sacrifice
Gives me strength to obey

2005-03-20T02:35:00.000+08:00

My Dear Friends, please scroll down and have a goody look at the unearthly hour i posted this. Can u sense how important updating u guys are to me... and to a very large extent i have been drain out of all known energy and time, that have to stay up sooooo late just to blog..

I think I'm like semi asleep... (just that paragraph above, i already found 4 typo error liao..) so please forgive me if the spelling and grammer sucks. (not that it has even been good..)

I oso dunnoe why I'm soo sleepy leh.. (I think I'm starting to behave like my long lost cousin, that would be Piggy Yeo) Btw I think I've reach the ultimate cousin like behaviour.. I think I ca sucessfully pass off as a 9th month Pregnant Mother...

It's not like I work till 10pm everyday... in fact on most days I'll leave the office by 8pm, then i watch that 9 o'clock show (that 3 sisters one) by then i'll be only able to drag myself to my room.. shower brush teeth and off to dreamland..

Then I sometimes still feel super tired, even at work... hais..
Oh... but I just remembered.. I still have music lessons and I'm giving tuition.. (sometimes I think I overestimate myself)

Then every Thursday or Friday, I make sure I go out to shop or watch a movie with Bin or Cherish... just to ensure that I'm still have some Social life and of course to double check if I'm still alive....hahaha

It's starting to sound like a Complain Letter liao hor... but aren't all Singaporeans best trained in drafting a complain letter... (OoP-Out of Point) But I won't refute to say i wasn't complaining... I was but it's very much because of how sleepy I'm now... and how quickly the weekend seems to be seeping away like sand through my fingers.

Okies, I shall just keep all my naggy and complainish stuff in some closet for now... and console myself that life is Beautiful. ( btw that happens to be 'sbd' bank's song.... heard it soo many times, i can sing it out for you... but murdering is a criminal offence.. even if death was cause by song... so I shall spare u guys my solo singing item.)

I really wanna write alot alot more... about...

1. the 2 times i called of an RBFC meeting and having ended up dating my RBFC Secretary (Cherish) watched some really wonderful movies with her... she even has our enterprise's Financial Report 2004 out in her bloggy.

2. The many weekends I spent at University Open Houses... Laureen and Bin's company..

3. The wonderful food I've eaten in the past week..

but i can hardly open my eyes now.. (to make things worst, my thought process system just collasped)

I really try to make a better effort to update u guys more next week okie... i really love u all very very much...

Btw next week is Holy Week (The last week of Lent and the week entering into Good Friday and Easter) I was supposed to pray for many ppl this Lenten Season... but hais..

Since u are still reading my Blog till here... it implies that u are super free.... please help me pray together for this Kid in Church whose Lenten wish was to better control his temper.

Children are just children, when u ask them for the Lenten wish this year.. they ask God for beautiful gifts.. yet there are some of us (me included) who just keep complaining to God, asking him for an entire wish list of material wants.

2005-03-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

The Toilet Paper Cure

Sometimes, Shit Happens!
It can come from anywhere,
Or you just happen to be there.

The boss, the teacher,
The bully or preacher.
The salesman, the neighbour,
When the dog returns the flavor.
Is there anymore?
Here s the toilet paper cure.

It takes a little reading,
And a lot of breathing.
Confusing the convinced,
Then convincing the confused.

Sometimes, Shit Happens!
It aint about siting down and stall,
When the world comes tumbling in a fall.
It is about thinking more,
And finding your own toilet paper cure.

I find comfort in the home,
I dont need a bathtub filled with foam.
I need a clear mind,
And lots of time.
Add in 6 bars of chocolates, I dont mind.

It s all in the mind,
Your attitude sets you in line.
Convince yourself,
Tomorrow s going to be a better day,
And tomorrow you ll be happy and gay.

Sometimes, Shit Happens!
Presenting the toilet paper cure.

Vanessa

2005-02-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

haha...i think i really take super long to update my blog...

to alll my adorn fans out there... i'm sorry...

who are my adorn fans??? If u are still reading this now... yesh u are my fan... i know u won't realise it... but very bu zhi bu jue (unknowingly) u just suddenly start to idolise me... i know u can't help it... i can't help u either... hahaha

okies.... enuff of crapping le...

btw... i think recently...i becoming more and more deaf... sigh... when i talk... suddenly out of the blue i'll talk very loudly... hais... so pai sehing to myself hor... *blushes* but on a more serious note... if i really become deaf how ar.. stunned!!! i think from now on i'll wear ear phones while drumming... hais... old liao lah...

ohs... bin-san and I are going to JAPAN.... hohohoho... we just booked our tour over the weekend... so exciting can... *Blushes* we purposely book before the A level's results are out... so there's no turning back...wahahaha... *evil laughter*

Although we are only going like 1 mth from now... but guess what, my mother started taking out the bags and winter clothing to choose liao... actually we are going in spring... but still quite cold... 8-16 degrees...cold but i don't think it calls for the full winter gear...

Some of the outfits i viewed today... are good enough to go to Siberia... Brrrrrr....

okies.... i really need to turn in now... hahaha... will update again real soon... i hope...

watch this space!!!

2005-02-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

Really need to keep tis short...
but I realised I haven't been blogging for long long time...

so yup... shall update u...

a few weeks ago I did the most daring thing in my entire life...
and the consequence....
I think I now know clearer which direction I'm going to be heading in life..
was kinda lost... haha...
I shall put it this way...
it's kinda like I renewed my friendship with someone...

then... yesh..I'm still working...
the people there are really nice...
the other day... I decided to following a grp of colleagues
to do threading of the eyebrows...
i tot... that threading was like shaving...
so yup... happily went along...
OUCH!!!
it hurt...
it wasn't shaving...
it was forcefully plucking...
but vainty comes with a price...
i think my brows look neater now...
but for the amt of pain i went thru...
i hope my brows stay this way...
forever...
hahaha

just had moi reunion dinner...
steamboat at home..
hoho... as usual... my mother prepared enuff food for 100 ppl...
wahaha i woke up at 8 this morning leh... then help her cook... slice... chop
part-time Maria...
hoho

then heehee... during dinner... alot of funni things took place sia...
then my mother ask how come tml morning praying those chinese Gods...
need to put Roast Duck..
cause by right tml morning should be vegetarian de...
then my father said... cause the duck is for the next day de...
but my grandma combine it together...
so i said...
these chinese Gods... up there got refrigerator anot...
cause all else the duck keep over night will spoilt mah...
so my sister said... burnt one paper fridge give them lor...
or else burnt money lah...
(we always burnt alot of paper money de lah..)
then i said why not give them cheque better...
val said... up there got bank to process the cheque mah...

so we decided that... daddy should propose that 'SBD' opens a branch up there... wahaha
so my whole family started laughing even my maid...
who didn't understand what we were saying lah....

val sat opposite me...
so when i laughed... i pushed the table forward...
then she kana squashed btw the table and her own chair..
not my fault kae..
wahahah..

okie lah... maybe it sounds abit lame..lah...
but just now it was hilarous...
can't really put eveything in words here...
but the idea is there... hoho

okies... here's wishing everyone a happy and healthy Chinese New Year....

for those not feeling well this festive season... do get well soon... drink more water...

that's all there is...and there isn't any more...

2005-01-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha.... yesh i know i haven't been blogging for ages... heehee...

just to keep u updated... i'm working stilll (surprised, they haven't fired me...)

oh.. Happy Birthday Lulu... (3rd Jan), Melody...(14 Jan), Valerie...(17Jan)

Michael oso Jan birthday de hor... but i forgot when liao.... Cherish ar.. when issit??

hahahaa..okies... i really tired now..... update u some other time..

btw... that day hor i took a cab... then hor... that cabby thought i was married.. with kids.... it took me so long to convince him that i'm only 18yrs old... do i really look that old.... *sigh*

any anti-ageing formula out there????

Bin said it's probably because of my SIZE...
hais... yesh..i think i have been gaining weight... dare not even step on the weighing machine to check... sobs** even if i didn't gain weight.. i think *sigh* ah mah would be sighing with me by now....hahaha

then that Bin still give me bak kua.... yum yum... super nice can.... chinatown one... haishou**

okies... i need my sleep... take care....

winnie, daddy misses u... muacks

2005-01-01T02:39:00.000+08:00

Hello Folks...
My dear adorn Fans... i apologise for not blogging for so so so long...hahaha...

so many many things have been taking place since prom... wahahah*

firstly..here's wishing u all a

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Best wishes... and thanks a lot for spending a great year with me... we look forward to a better year in 2005...hoho... guys of S303.. enjoy ur last days on earth... girls of s303... i miss u lots... must find one day.... we all go out shop shop eat eat...

By the way... This year I spent on of the most wonderful and special Xmas and New Year's Celebration... with great food... a last min BBQ.. Loads of presents... Great wine... Family... relatives.. cousins... friends...FIG and GTS Folks...haha..
The experience was some what different.. i think cos...i felt older... grown up...

hais... firstly must announce to all... I not jobless anymore... I found a JOB... haha.. My dad said it's time I learnt what "Blood Sweat Money" means... but the ppl at work are nice... haha.. and hor... at my workplace got alot of very Pretty ladies... cannot stand can.. luckily i'm a girl..or else everyday sure nose bleed... (no wonder Rennie and Poh Chye always look so happy to come for work.... *evil laughter*)

okies.. then... moving back a few more days...
just after prom... there was this once i went out with Zhao, YC, Alvin, Cherish, CAX and YL to Bedok there de KTV...haha... i think my voice too high liao..or issit those guys voice super low de... haha... Roger must be laughing now... that roger always claims i'm tone deaf... lalalala~ but imagine Yuan Lei Singing S.H.E. dun pray pray okie... he knows his lyrics at the tip of his fingers de wor...hahaha

then there was once...i went out with ah mah... i also forgot for wad... but it was definately before xmas... before she went to taiwan...haha... we went to Raffles City there got one "Out Of The Pan" resturant...hoho... not bad..leh... nice nice wor... their crepes are good... by the way... i missed ah mah alot went she was overseas...
she left me with bin... and left bin with me...sobs....wahahah

ohs... then....S303 had a early Christmas BBQ at matt's place... it was fun... but too bad matt didn't get to express his l***... and one particular scandalous pair went to buy cake for all the dec babies, together... they even arrived together... scandal** haha.. but basically we had.. fun... Mahjong... good food... great company... can i ask for more... hoho~

Okies... i'm going out with Ah mah and Bin on Sun... can't wait...
Happy 2005 all...
Muackies...

2004-12-11T02:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday... I attended my school's Prom Night...

Trust me preparation for this once in a lifetime event began weeks ago... okie for most of us months ago... I think even before the A's begin we started le...

And the last 2 weeks before Prom was almost a mad rush... i remembered going out with RBFC like every day to shop... then went out with Bin, Yong Chin and ang Xuan too...haha

the too beforehand preparation...probably resulted in my placing rather high hopes for the event to be prefect... however sometimes... but..overall i felt it was still a very memorable time.. spent with wonderful friends...

Being Vanessa...i think i really don't wanna comment about the food... but I really suggest that Riltz Cartoon may wanna consider hiring a new chef... maybe someone from 85 market...hais

but..i must add the that the organisation of the event was nice... there were alot of sponsors and everthing...haha

haha... we took alot alot of pictures... if i were to post them all...heehee...u probably will have to wait forever to download the page... any i posted some on my gallery liao... go take a look... btw.. must act cute abit... my dress is i design myself de..nice?

After the main event.... Matt, Yuan Lei, Zhao Zhi, Ang Xuan, Yong Chin, Alvin, Emeris, Cherish and I went to walk walk... walked along esplanade (merlion)... then thirsty lah... so went to marina there got one 7-11...haha...

the guys were great company... we managed to dig out some deep dark secret from someone... then we were entertain my yong chin's games...haha... we even breathed in helim from the balloons to started speaking with a cartoon voice...

thebn the guys went over to Matt's place.. and Emeris went home... and Cherish went home with me... or rather i kinda KIDNAPPED her... hais... kidnapped that Cherish oso so xin ku... nobody wanted to pay the ransom for her... had to discount the ransom so many times... finally Roger decided to pay the ransom of $1 but he's not free so only tml then can...haishou pengs...

that's all there is and there isn't anymore...

2004-12-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

The pride’s eating me up…but that pride’s mine

I think I’m suffering from ‘I hate to admit it, but I miss school’ disease.. or rather I miss my friends… *sniff* esp those ku-tu’s who decide to leave me in S’pore… I think I kinda miss them… Bin come home soon… choose the me over the mountains……

I’m PMS-ing now.. don’t ask why… just kinda easily irritated… and overly sensitive… easily pissed off… maybe I do over react…but sometimes I do overestimate my patience…

But I shall just blame it on the flu… it’s been with me since the exams ended… maybe it was meant to be a ‘take home gift’ after the exam… seriously I marvel at the way my nose works… next time I need to run 2.4… can my nose represent me...haha

And another thing… it’s official the mosquitoes have invaded… attacked… and left no part of my skin unharmed…I’m itching and scratching and..argh… as if I never showered… (I do… twice a day in fact)

Saw my prom dress today… sharks!! I think I gained weight and trying on that dress just confirmed it…

Haha... okies… a sick man usually sprouts rubbish… esp when he thinks too much…

2004-11-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

it's Over... hoho...

actually hor.. for most of us it ended long ago liao... or did it even start... i think i last week already got watch movie with dun know who liao le...wahahaha...

yesh..for a record.. i tou tou went to watch 2 movies even before the A's were officially over..hoho... (Shutter and Taxi)

'Shutter' was spooky.. u lah.. my heart very weak de... this kinda show... i can't really appreciate de... just scream and scream... hey!! that means i pay $7.50 to go cinema and scare myself... then still kinda hit so many times by the ku tu sitting nice to me...

haha i was sitting btw Cherish and Roger... while Cherish was..*ahem... i was left to suffer with Roger... everytime there was something scary on the screen i would kana hit..*stunned

so hor everytime something scary appears.. i would scream... then when Roger hits me.. i take abt 2 min to react, then i scream again...(i think those in the cinema would have wondered why this girl scream like 5 min lag de...) *pai sei myself only

then taxi was nice too.. comedy... laugh and laugh... (i think i really put my emotions thru a roller coaster...) then it was soooo qiao can... we met Mei Yi, stef n rice at the cinema.. some more sit same row.. FATE~~ *blushes*

then yesterday night went out with Qiqi, Emeris, Ah Mah, Sharon and Cherish.. then later still meet up with Cax, Tiong, Yc.. hoho.. the guys were pretty out of place thou...wahaha... but we had fun.. I went to trim my eyebrows..haha..*blushes* (not too scary after all) thanks Hui Qi!!!!

but went i got home..heehee... got into some trouble.. so shao xing right... like I always tell Ah Mah.. the MUTE button..okies.. i finally need to use mine too...haha...

btw... my dotter link me to her blog leh... *shy* and winnie's blog now, nice nice wor... she changed her blogskin... i wonder how's my other dotter doing... leok leok... daddy miss u...

2004-11-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

boo...hahaha Cherish, Emeris and Hui qi went to do some illegial stuff... but they enjoyed themselves... wahaha.. (shall not expose too much...it's illegial mah..*tsk tsk*) let's put it this way... we are studying for our A's now.. so anything moves too far off from the actual studying is rather illegial..haha (blogging and reading my blog is still within limits lah)

okies..i think i crap too much...hais...yesterday i met up with Ah mah, Min min, Ping-er, Pearlin, Rice and Fu juan go bedok library study.. the place rather nice leh.. there's even a proper study table..haha

then for lunch... me, Ah mah, Pearlin and Min Min went to the new jap food eatery at the bedok theatre there... wah.. the food very value for money.. the salamon teriyaki set lunch only cost $3.90... stunned bor...wahaha... then after lunch.. because of the heavy rain the 4 of us sat there and chit chat... once again about after A's activities.. Oh man... i really can't wait for it to be over... sobs..

then i joined my family for dinner... then go suntec the fountain of wealth play play...wahaha...i got pics.. go to my gallery see kae... hahaha

then when i got home.. had some heated arguement with my dad.. but it's okie now.. the crapping and lame-ing is back..haha

"if you know u are in the wrong, admitting it makes you grow in character, cause u dare to acknowledge that you are not perfect.." -my good friend

I think the biggest flaw in my character is I'm stubborn, too stubborn to say I'm sorry... the more important the person is to you, the harder it is to put across a sincere apology.

Lord, I pray for humility. I need to swallow down the pride...

2004-11-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

Michael's out from jail... I think he's feeling better... haha (fresher air out here)

I just checked out the rates of Ritz Carlton... My eyes nearly popped out.. Was expecting +$200 but looks like the smallest cubicle in that Hotel starts at ++++++$300... *doinks* looks like Ne need to go rob a bank liao... (don't let my dad hear that thou)

sorry S303... (I'll think of something..)

I went to cut my hair today... haha... I think I caught Cherish's disease of cutting only very little hair... I was in the salon for less then 5 mins... And it was done.. Paid $2 and 'ta-dan' my fringe doesn't disturb my eyes anymore!!! But u probably won't realise the difference... (unless of course u have been guilty of noticing me...*blushes*)

oh.. I need to take this opportunity oso to thank all my adorn fans for supporting me all the way through... yesh!! (in case u haven't been to Cherish's Blog) I have been re-elected as the Rock Bun Fan Club President for another term... special thanks going out to my Cabinet members for working so hard.. namely Mrs. Cherish T**, Mak Ah Mah, and Emeris ~~eggplant~~ Pang!!!

going thru a bit of mood swing today..hais.. i don't like the feeling...

"why think, when thought can only hurt..."

2004-11-02T13:12:00.000+08:00

hello.. i'll keep this short...

it's getting a little scarier le... the exams are approaching... i hope i don't regret anything... hais...(*ne's a kan chiong SPIDER) haha...

btw.. my classmate Michael is in hospital.. i think he's probably take his a's on bed..(sound's cool) but anyway... please do keep him in prayer... he looks fine... there's a short write up about him in my gallery... http://memoriesforalifetime.blogspot.com/

then on the other end of the heart strings... Cherish is also ill... she's down with a pretty bad flu.. haishou~ and that girl still hasn't gone to see a doctor... keep her in prayer too... haha...

leaving u with a quote..

"thought can spur a person to think.. but that same force can hurt one from within..."

2004-10-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

I had all the intention to continue studying after I returned from the washroom just now... but some how.. the comp was left alone (first time today.. awhile ago my mum and sis were still snatching over neopets) Then oso some how the comp managed to attract me to it.. (like bees to honey)

I knew very well that the stupid HCJC maths paper is more important... but some how everytime i tried to walk towards my working desk, it seems like my body is moving in the opposite direction towards the comp...

I don't blame the computer..but i finally understood-ed what 'you xin wu li' (one having the heart but lack the strength in persevering) meant..haha

yesh.. so now that I've plog my butt in front of the computer... the rest (this refering to my HCJC maths paper and my grades) is history!! But to justify my decision... that stupid HCJC maths paper... was the least bit friendly.. in fact i think it was out to kill... besides the very intention of murdering so many kids...these HCJC teachers should be locked away... (for good)

if u guys happen to past by Cherish's blog..haha... 'Is it in fashion to eat so much fruits...?' come to think of it.. I'm still waiting for Roger to bring us to Geylang for durians...haha... the last time i ate durian was... centuries ago...(haha..i mean the durians i ate yesterday are not counted..)

but...it's probably the durians... and the 3 bunches of banana... my dear friend Cherish is down with a flu now.. she said she felt the flu coming her way... I say she invited the flu!!! (whatever the case... she's feeling terrible now.. so please pray for her... haha..)

oh.. and that day me, Bin and ah mah were toking abt going to Taiwan... and all that after A's activities... oh man.. i really can't wait.. please let it be over soon...(come to think off it.. my written papers haven't even started...doinks!)

*ne dreams... still dreaming....*

okies... the glue on the computer chair has wore off.. i can get up le.. it's time to move back to hell... (but then again... it think my soft comfy bed just called..) nites ppl...

hey.. those studying at the airport tonight... gd luck.... jia you wor..

2004-10-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

"Some scientist only think about whether they could, but failed to consider whether they should..."

yesterday... my carelessness resulted in Cherish's water bottle going for a free (all expenses paid for) one night stay at hotel Meridian... doesn't sound sooo bad right... haha but i think i kinda caused Mr. Blue Donkey's owner to worry... (heehee.. sorry!)

So i went back to school this morning to retrieve it.. and guess what Mr. Blue Donkey had a great time... hahaha... (for those who are lost... haha.. i was just being chao crap lah... Cherish, Roy and Alvin will understand..)

okies... today i was in school... ALONE.. thanks to my dear Cherish... (*sniff*) but i met... Paulus, Victor, Alvin, CAX and Tiong.. so i tagged along for physics consultation with Ms. Lim.. haha learnt alot today... Mr. Kwan even joined us half way thru... managed to clarify alot of doubts..haha... me, victor and alvin.. were like confusing, then reconfusing ourselves.. (confuse-ism) until the teachers arrived and nearly vomitted blood at us..haha...

haha... for those who heard abt it..(and are laughing) today i got majorly Pang Sei-ed!!!! was supposed to have tuition marthon with both Jasmine and Boon En.. but in the afternoon.. (after i rushed home from school and nicely prepared for tuition... both of them called to say they can't make it... i suspect they might have collaborated it together...(*fishy)

anyhow..no sweat.. "cancelled tuition= spare time"...wahaha... so i slacked around.. made bread an tea for all at home... even had time to make some chocolate, peanut butter, carmel fudge for my sis.. (she went for her prefect's interview today..must reward her...)

then my Dad called to say he's not coming home for dinner... So, me, my mother and Val...heehee... decided to dine at Sakae Sushi's... *gulity look* For all my dear friends out there who had been itching to go eat at Sakae... gaga* we shall eat together soon kae...

on my way home we met this elderly lady.. (my nieghbour)... i suspect she has problems seeing things clearly at night... when we bumped into her... at first she commented that my Mum's older daughter *( That will be me..) looks very pretty... hey i was like floating to lala land for that instant... until she said i look alot like my mother... (*Bang!!!*) doinkz... u know what, i need to let her have a closer look at me in future...

That's all the super amusing day...

oh.. i really wanted to go syudy overnight with some friends... but.. hais.. guo bu liao my parents that guan... haha.. that 8 yr old girl lah..

2004-10-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

In case u all thought ne died in some car crash or got squashed due to exam stress… nah!! I’m still alive (okie.. the physical self is still breathing and heartbeat still there… That is what is left…) so those who were celebrating my disappearance, it’s time ur party ended..haha

For a start a lot has happened over these past 2 weeks… I can’t be putting it all down thou…haha.. erm yesh.. I’ve created a gallery page for u guys to go see my pics… (pictures tell a 1000 words…) they are so much easier…just scroll down to my links and u’ll find it kae kae..

16 October- Roger’s Birthday
Basically the whole day was set aside.. marked out in red just for this really good friend of mine… “happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~” (I had wanted to call him up at 12 midnight to sing the entire song to him.. but nah… he may end up having his last birthday ever..)

so yuppers.. a whole group of us… or how Roger puts it..xiong di and jie mei wahahaha.. we had a great time that evening.. our dear Cherish was late… but managed to make it just in time..haha…Thanks…

17th October- Ballet Under The Stars
my family just had this craziest idea and yes the 4 of us bought tickets and went to watch Ballet Under the Stars at Fort Canning hill…

it was kinda a pinic that started at 5pm till abt 10…haha… pinic food… great wine… wonderful ballet performance by SDT who can ask for more… (although I did wished there were more stars that night.. for a record I only find 3..haha)

the rest of the days… (with Cherish)
haha.. At first I was afraid… I was petrified..lalala.. I’ll survive.. I’ll survive.. and yesh I made it out alive.. hahaha I spent almost everyday of the last week with my dear Cherish…*blushes* yuppers we decided to study together.. I would say productivity was relatively high except for those lunch times when a started talking abt prom…

hoho… but like I said.. having Cherish around to study with… who can ask for more…haha.. seriously speaking I think I study better with her around… scary huh??

Haha.. than just yesterday… my sister went to a school camp..(Im trying to contain my excitement here) but yesh..

I have the whole bed to myself… had the toilet to myself…had the tv to myself.. had my parents to myself.. had the cloths rack to myself… basically it was one super selfish yet fulfilling and beautiful way to start the weekend… it was simply peaceful..

Haha.. so yesterday night.. my parents and I (that would be me only) went out to suntec to spend the evening… we went to Marche’s to dine.. it was good the knuckles..pizza..beef… and not forgetting the warm wafer with ice-cream caramelized banana, chopped nuts, chocolate sauce and chocolate rice… it was good..hahaha

Then...my 18th yr old father decided to we should do abit of shopping since the night is still young…(he’s usually the one who wants to rush home…) my parents were in the super lame and humourous mood yesterday… everything from lingerie to metrosexual and even my dad’s preferred make-up brand…haha… ( must be the stress at work..)

And…Cherish!!!! I bought the Lip Gloss from Esprit le….wahaha… still though I was abit ex lah… the tube hor only 8 grams of gloss leh… but haha… my dad paid for it… I think he wants to share…haha…

Okies… I need to hit the books le… I think..erm, after I’ve taken my nap, my dinner, my tv time, my telephone talking… hais… procrastination is my forte!!!

2004-10-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

hoho.. today was a really really short day... my afternoon programme was cancelled... wahaha.. that means i'm free.. haha... after maths..Me, Roger, Yina and Roy went for lunch..(haha..it was supposed to be breakfast lah... until we all kinda over ordered.. fine.. it was primarily me..haha)

haha.. the grilled fish with spagetti at Century Square Food Court is nice.. ne's recommendation!!!

oh u know.. today i found out that ROGER Wong has his own sense of attractiveness... he may not be drop dead, Brad Pitt gorgeous but he actually can attract a certain group of girls.. haha.. (before u jump into to conclusions, I'm not one of those group of girls) haha.. today i found out the reason for Roger's attractiveness.. it seems it is what he DRINKS!!!

Roger can be drinking anything.... from coke to green tea... and some how or another girls will be attracted to him... and very instinctive these girls will....

Step 1. sit next to him while he's drinking
Step 2. Buy the same drink as him
Step 3. Put her can of drink directly in front of her
Step 4. Very accidentally pick up Roger's drink and drink it

this thesis has been tried and tested... with Cherish and this afternoon even Yina were suspected of following this step by step procedure.

*tsk tsk*
The above was meant for very high entertainment value... although eye-witness would prove that these unfortunate incidents did take place....

2004-10-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

i did something to solve the problem of having to spend a super duper mega long day in school... enuff said.. wahahaha....

mic, erm.. sorry i think u kinda really wanted to jam and eat together as a class.. but ppl management isn't as easy as it seems... sorry i wasn't of much help..

hais... my whole membrane's aching... falling sick soon... it has to be the weather... aRgH (and maybe the gulity snacks i've been eating for the pass week... hais)

my grandma's still in hospital... sleeping alot..those doc's still don't know waht to do with the infection... but the fever has subside slighty... hais.. (pray for her kae..)

tml... got Rock Bun Fan Club outing.. haha.. although if u realised i seldom openly admit abt being in RBFC..(it's probably because i'm still at a state of denial... although Cherish is absolutely proud of being a member... and giving me some.. most RB face award...haha...) anyhows... the four of us are going out tml.. haha.. (i'm trying to hide my excitement... hoho)

back to hitting the books... i love all of u...

2004-10-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

wahaha... i'm still alive... that's probably cause bin hasn't seen my blog... let her find out that i put her so called husband's pic... wahaha.. (pray for me..) but in any case... i'm not a serial husband snatcher... and besides.. i don't have wat it takes to be one... haha..

today's weather is disgusting...(oso probably cause i'm always in comfort zone..) i decided to walk from easty point to Changi Hospital to visit my grandma... and i finally understood-ed why there was a free bus ride available... haha.. i under estimated... i tot quite short dist de... but *haishou~* nearly melted in the sun... the sheer heat was good enuff to kill the first 2 layers of my skin cells... i hope the heat doesn't reduce the already little brain cells i have.....hahaha btw.. i think Mr. Softee ice-cream at CGH is super nice... (who's the ku-tu who decided to put 7-eleven inside CGH... now i'm addicted..)

those who are worried... please pray for my grandma kae... she's been in hospital since last thurs... then supposed to discharge on monday de... then she got fever... this evening the doc said... the fever could be due to an infection... but they don't know where... (incompetent CHINA doctor lah... gRRR)

then.. in the evening i went for drum lessons... despite the fact that i should be home mugging... *gulit sinks in* in any case.. my mum was busying so i had to take the train back home myself.. and once again i was exposed to the extreme humidity of the weather.. and some friend call roy had to sms me to tell me he was in an air-con room... (after recieving that sms.. i kana got hotter... haha)

today school was fine... although i thought physics was a bore... hais tml's going to be a super duper ultra mega long day... SAVE ME!!!! (i think my finger nail feels unwell... can i have an mc for tml...)

Oh today... roger passed me a bikini and asked if i dare to wear it... hais... give me time kae...

that's all there is and there isn't any more....

2004-10-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

haha... i changed my layout again.... it's the fourth time liao...haha... i think i suck... okies...i need to start studying le... hahaha...

2004-10-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

hahaha.... after changing my layout 3 times since last night... i finally decided on this one... wahaha... (*sometimes i don't really understand how i can be sooooo fickle minded..) *guilty look* okies.. enjoy the new layout... and tag me abt it...

with regards to cherish... the presious moments couple isn't u and ur jk and this piglet isn't u either...

Yina.. my layout nicest lah... i know u too shy to admit it..wahaha *blushes*

2004-10-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

Mr Robb ROCKS!!!

Before u guys get Jealous… Mr Robb’s my secondary A.maths teacher.. haha
He made maths my cup of tea…haha… still remember he used the example of a male turtle chasing after a female turtle to mate and transform it into a relative velocity question…wahaha… there was a canal on the left of our classroom.. and there was a turtle really swimming there… *LMAO*

But this really great teacher is leaving end this year to retire and go back to NZ. (hint hint..Cherish: Yang meh meh!!!) so we kinda organized a class reunion to dine with him and bid him farewell.. haha *sniff sniff*

Most of 4/6 (2002) managed to make it… haha…went to Breeks @ Ngee Ann City to dine… haha.. ( while some poor friend of mine was dining alone that evening…wahaha) haha… the food was good… Ah mah and I ordered a Sirloin Steak and Seafood platter to share.. Yum yum… haha… by the way the fries and the mash potatoes are REALLY nice.. we even ordered it as a side twice…. (Cherish and Meiyi… haha u should be drooling by now… next time jio u guys go eat their mashed potatoes…. Solid la!!!)

Then we took a lot of pictures…. But I need to wait for bin to send them to me before I can upload…wahaha… *blushes* I think I wore rather nice top…haha… from ebase… (Cherish… it’s the blue colour de… *shy*) and Mr Robb complimented that I looked really nice today…*blush blush shy shy*

I miss 4/6 (2002) and just so happen today’s children’s day… haha can we meet up again next year 1st Oct… *wink wink*

Roy’s not feeling well… *praying for him* haha… Get Well Soon!!

2004-09-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

Haha… on Thursday after our not exactly nice physics practical paper…hoho… me, Meiyi, Cherish, Roy, Paulus and Victor decided to trample down to Michael’s place after the paper to slack and watch ‘Stomp’.

‘Stomp’ was good… compared to our micro-mini version… make that nano-mini… enuff said. (whines*)

oh… I also learnt many things that day…

1. Michael’s house has everything, (it’s like a mini warehouse from all sorts of food ranging from curry to instant noodles to orange juice to even instant mashed potatoes… then there all sorts of instruments.. u can form an orchestra liao.. the list is too long le.. haha)

2. I should never even consider becoming a taxi driver… we were playing this ‘Crazy Taxi’ game.. and yesh… I have decided that life has other things install for me.. and one of those things is definitely not taxi driving… (a moment of silence…)

3. I just discovered my hidden music talent in playing the saxophone… I’m to become the next Kenny G. *clap clap clap* through that short afternoon, I managed to learn how to play ‘doe re mi fa’ fierce bo…wahaha.. I even played the song ‘hot cross bun’ however after I heard how Michael and cherish play the saxophone… mine sounded like noise while theirs was music… *sobs*

4. I learnt that I have a very big hand… or is it because Michael’s poker cards were super small… haha… (the cards were about a quarter the norm)

Friday was boring… I was kinda sick… had unfamiliar bowel movements… major snake-like skin peeling disease…and eye infection…

I decided I need to pay the doctor a visit… haha... guess what he told me…

Girl, I think u are very overweight… u should cut down on ur food intake… eat only penang laska not the normal laska… and u should eat chicken rice without the chicken skin and when u feel like eating chendol drink plain water and pretend that it’s chendol..

If u don’t heed my advice, when u are 30 years old, u will get diabetes, heart disease and osteropolis and eventually u will get a stroke… see that picture… u blood vessals will be clogged bit by bit with fats and they will all burst and u will regret..

And he went on and on with a whole list of advices and the different methods in which I will eventually die… and only after really long did I manage to tell him why I came to see a doctor for… doinks!!!

This morning woke up super early just to rush down to school for my design prac.. haha.. den I was late so forgot to bring my dear Cherish’s mooncakes… sorry girl.. I shall try not to finish it over the weekend and give u what is left on Monday.. haha *evil look*

Then I went out with Bin… *blushes* this outing is long overdued.. I haven’t been out with this girl for ages.. missed her badly.. hahaha.. so yesh… her mum accompanied us down to orchard where she left for her shopping… so Bin and I were like birds let out of the cage.. okie maybe I exaggerated too much…

Bin finally got her handbag… and Thank Goodness she didn’t jump immediately on the pink one.. PINK is soo not Bin lah… she bought this really nice one from Topshop instead…haha..

Then we went to watch ‘New Police Story’ nice nice wor… some parts are really funny and the show really shows the more emotional and human side of Jackie Chan…and Nic Tse is gorgeous!!!! next movie I need to catch is ‘The Terminal’ thks to Michael and Roy for tempting me.. haha

I did the most sinful thing today… I walked into ‘The Wallet Shop’ and bought mee- self a wallet.. wahaha… still rather proud of it… *blushes* guilty but at the same time it’s a nice feeling inside.. haha

Haha…. I was nearly late for Church today.. thank goodness I didn’t meet with the kinda of taxi drivers that Cherish had…haha.. I was on the dot.. 6pm sharp and alive… haha

That’s all there is and there isn’t anymore.

2004-09-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

all of us...outside @marina bay..

the 'Ah Chen' style pose

london bridge of love

'boyfriend' and galfriend

3 musketters

meiyi and pearlin

it's a bird it's plane... or it's superman

meiyi.. eating my luncheon meat bread

our volleyball game...

roger girl girl*

on our way into sentosa... 5 of us... girlll power!!!

the guys.. notice roger's hair sucks...

u know wat... one day... when i can finally wear that kinda top... i will call u guys out again..okie... wait for me.....